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| Watercolor, November 2020 "The Apron" |
Unexpected grace
scooped and scattered out by hand
all day, everyday
Tomorrow marks the beginning of Advent, the beginning of the Christian year. So, before a new beginning, I'd like to note what I am learning from my blog project.
- Imperfection is part of the creative process - and if I wait to take the perfect photo or write the perfect words, it will never happen. So I begin each post, knowing and accepting that it will be imperfect. Instead of perfect it will be genuine - a true reflection of where I find myself on that day.
- This project is a spiritual practice - both daily - and a discipline. A commitment I have made to be present each day whether I feel inspired or not. I started with the trust that God will reveal God's self in some way every day - something in the world will reflect something of who God is. It's my job to notice and engage.
- This project is the fruit of time with God. I may write a few lines and God and I have an exchange. Often I hear - "Is this true?" "Is this how it really is?" "Is this at the heart of your experience?" I will write until it seems the words have clicked into place.
- This project has helped me write again. Most days I'm crafting a Haiku, which has been a way in. Short, structured and not intimidating - and fun. Sometimes I wake myself up at night counting syllables on my fingers. My son has caught me in the kitchen counting out words. Phrases get scribbled on receipts and junk mail until I can sit down again.
- This project has helped me practice visio divina and eco divina with my photographs. The photographs about more than taking pretty pictures - it's about learning to see something of God revealed and reflected in the image.
- Starting the day by sitting quietly in the study allows me to have a soft, open mind before other thoughts and obligations break in. It secures me before the day continues. As the day goes on, I have an attitude of expectation - trying to notice where God directs my attention to shape, color, nature, beauty, light.
- I am learning to use my own words. I have a great love for writers who gift us with powerful, true, and beautiful words. Many of the things I write have already been expressed better by other writers. I often think of a passage or poem or bible verse in the morning- and someday may include those, but for now, I want to find my own words.
- Creating an entry each day has helped me rediscover joy and delight. If you have ever lost those two things - then you know what great treasures they are.
- I am grateful to Steve-Garnass Holmes of Unfolding Light, whose work inspired me to make this a daily practice. I am grateful to Diane Walker of Contemplative Photography who inspired me to work with my photos in a contemplative way. I am grateful to Jerry Webber of Only a Sojourner, for suggesting the practice of Haiku on a Lenten Retreat in 2020.
